Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Paralyzed 2
It happened again, this time it was extremely unexpected. I went to bed around midnight after finishing the last few pages of my book. I turned off the light and went to sleep, everything seeming normal. All of the sudden, I was thrown back into sleep paralysis, I really couldn't believe it. Sleep paralysis has only affected me during naps, never before during a planned full night sleep. The lights were off and the room was nearly completely black aside from the street lights shining in through my window. I remember that this experience was a lot more dark, almost as if I was having a bad acid trip or something, but I was at no point afraid. Having experienced it four time now my mind was only thinking about leaving my body. I struggled to pull myself free again, but this time it was as if I was locked in. I remember falling off my bed onto the floor. When I was on the floor, I could barely move due to the paralysis, I was only able to toss and turn in a pathetic way. I remember looking underneath my bed and just seeing some very strange shapes, thats all they were, just shapes with a slight yellow color. I tried reaching for them, but they had no physical weight. I remember looking forward while on the floor at my closed door, wondering if I should try to open it and leave my room. I knew my roomate was awake just outside, and in the end that deterred me from leaving the room. After that, I remember looking back at those strange shapes, then all the sudden I realized I was really looking at my window from my bed. I then left my paralyzed state and returned to a fully awake state. The funny thing was, I was lying normally on my bed, and there was no evidence of me falling out of it onto the ground (no messed up blankets or pillows on the floor). So I was left wondering, did I leave my body and I just didn't realize it. I was most certainly lying on the floor during my state, but never did my actual body leave my bed. A very strange and confusing experience, I believe the darkness of the room is what really made things odd. My only regret is not trying to open my bedroom door during the paralysis.
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